Life Goes On

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

youre the reason im so fucked up. youre the reason i cant let anyone in. youre the reason i randomly start crying cause i get flash backs of ways things used to you. youre the reason i over think everything cause im scared of failure. youre the reason why i hate myself so god damn much. youre the reason why i try so hard to push people away. youre the reason why i put walls up.

lifes not fair. but you dont make it any easier on me…

i dont know why, but im starting to get this “fuck it” attitude about almost everything around me and in my life. im always tired and pissed off and cranky and sad and emotional. im slowly giving up and saying ‘fuck it’ , to just about everything.

im simply just giving up.

im not even angry or upset anymomre. im just so used things being this way, i just sort of feel numb now.